23.03.09

Yesterday was my sister's b'day.
Happy Birthday yea.

arh i feel like people around me are changing or i should use the word ' had changed'? They can think alot of things but i am still staying my style.happy go lucky and my 3S rules.Simple.Single.Smile.i wont think too much.i always enjoy myself and never think what will happen next.thats the main prob im having now which bring me alot of BIG PROB.i think i should keep my mouth shut and just my eyes ON!yea maybe the world will be more peace without my voice.haha xD as what munyee said,i always generate sound pollution in our class.bleeeee.back to my topic.owh i feel like i cant stay here anymore if i am still childish and just enjoy myself.because people around me had changed!they are more mature and they can think until very farrrrrrr.arhhhh!i just feel like i cant mix with them.shouldnt stay in this way anymore.but i do not know how to THINK.thats why i always make mistake when i help my mom do some houseworks.always get scolded.T.T well i just feel lonely but i love the it sometimes.or maybe i can say i have used to it?sometimes im still staying in the past without realising that the world is still running and im the one who is still having the dream there.time will not waiting for me to follow it.i think tadika is more suitable for me.what a peaceful place.i can have fun there and no need to think so much.what the?!i think i can be sent into the tanjung rambutan d.hengwei,wake up bah!the world has changed.you must follow and catch it up.life isnt a bed of roses i think?!it is just full of prob and things we have to face are getting more and harder.wish my brain and my mind can grow up soon.><.is going to 17 d.but i still like staying a 6 years old kid.